Well, here I am. I am an alcoholic but I have had enough. This is the very first time I have used that term to describe myself. I've thought it... and I've pussy footed around using it, but it is the first time I have typed it out.
My last drink was on April 3, 2010 and I am glad to report that I did not get drunk that night. But that is the night I admitted I had a problem. Well, I had admitted it a couple of years earlier, but continued to believe lies that I could control it. But I can't. I am powerless over wine. Scotch doesn't give me a problem... but I have had enough of that too.
So on April 4th, wanting to get totally drunk, I texted a friend. He helped me. Tremendously...
I am trying to find support in a community. Where I live, I think the ANONYMOUS part maybe doesn't really exist... and I'm not ready to tell the whole county about this. Probably I never will.
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Howard B
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... Hi and welcome to the beginning! I know that there are times when I am in need of someone to talk to and times when for whatever reason no one will pickup to answer my call. Those are time when I remember my Higher Power is always there. The Big Book is always there. Be willing - GOD can and will if asked.  |
escalatoraccident
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Welcome specialgal Hi, I saw you over in the forum as well. Just wanted to say thank you for sharing and welcome to the site. You can message me in my profile if you have any questions. Jon M. |
