I recall in early sobriety, when whining to my sponsor about this or that or them...he would invariably refer me to Page 62, second paragraph of the Big Book...."So our troubles, we think, are basically of our own making." Then the conversation would move around to "My will vs. God's will". One of his directions to me was to look for the "God Shot" in my life. You know, those little things like walking down the street and you turn left instead of right and find the perfect view of the mountains or a $5 bill, both of which bring Joy. Or a friend calls you right when you really needed to talk to someone but were to afraid/lazy/busy to make a call.
Since that time, I've had many opportunities to experience the Universal Energy, God, Higher Power working in and around me for my highest good. At times I've been so utterly amazed. But, as a friend of mine says "we have built in forgeters" so I need to be constantly reminded. Luckily, the Universe does this!!
One of the lessons I've recently had to re-learn has been that I can't do it all, nor do I need to. I was thinking and acting as though I was in charge. I'm not, I know that!! There is a Universal Force at work in my life. Fact that's borne out as I add days to my years of Sobriety. I didn't do that. God did.
I'd also forgotten that I have many sober friends that I wasn't sharing my truth with. I gets really heavy when you have to carry all of life's troubles around all by yourself. They've been helping me carry things for years, but I somehow stopped letting them help. Not a wise move on my part.
So, currently my daily prayer starts with "Thy will, not mine, be done", then: Please let me remember that I've turned my will and my life over to your CARE, and let me remember to share my joys and sorrows with my sober friends trudging this road beside me.
Until later, Cheers
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