About Me

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Gender

Male

Birthday

26/11/1196

Hometown

Ft Lauderdale FL

About me

This is my deal
Before the "Just Say No "generation was my time .......... I was aproached by the school drug dealer in 9th grade
I started smoking grass and popping pills in Highschool. I joined the service my sophmore year drug use was not ok But I likes being stoned .So did my lady friend turned out she liked harder stuff And at the age of 17 introduced me to the Miami Cocaine connection . well from coke lsd boyand then crystal meth. its been one loss after another.
My disease likes to trick me into thinking getting high wont turn out like it always does . How is that ? Alone scared usually really depressed and wanting to give up on life.
This last go around put me in grave riskof loosing someone that really is all I want in a woman . A well person wouldnt think twice about that and well I aint well And My old thinking has enabled me to make every excuse in the book up . ie; i was lonely , i was horney , i am getting fat . Yes I said that . if ever there were a really fast weight loss plan its been proven by me. Seriously ! I admit every thing is a problem!! My whole way of dealing, coping, thinking and rationalizing has had to be constantly checked . I have only been able to achieve this by prayer and by admitting I have a problem Lord please take me in your arms and guide me . Thats what I say works for me . And to be candid Hugs work real well . My moment of silence for all that still suffer is a racing mind of all the people whom I have met in my travels that are just like me in pain wishing I had never picked up the first drug

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State

CO

City / Town

Denver

Country

United States

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