In the last 14 plus years, I have  found that my things suck in ( Life ) you name it and it has happened to me or a close friend. Right now I am sitting here bleeding from a mauler that was just pulled ! And I am thinking I am just lucky to have any teeth lol, but the best thing I know is that the pain will go away ( I don't know when ) and I will live ! And I will stay clean. If your new to recovery, find a home AA, NA, or some % A go to as many meeting you can ! Then give your self a break ! , it will be ok.... 

John  from Ventura