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The daily reflection for April 21st in Narcotics Anonymous (NA) literature confronts us head-on with a powerful truth: our recovery hinges on changing our fear-driven thought patterns. The passage, titled “Fear,” acknowledges the pervasiveness of fear in addiction and the early stages of recovery. It then guides us towards a path of replacing fear with hope through a shift in perspective and a commitment to the NA program.
The reading opens by highlighting how fear dominates the addict’s mind. It paints a vivid picture of anxieties that consume us – the fear of withdrawal, of not having enough drugs, of getting caught, and the terrifying consequences that follow. These fears become the driving force behind our actions, pushing us deeper into addiction.
Even during the initial stages of recovery, fear often remains a formidable foe. Doubts and anxieties creep in: “Can I handle the pain of staying clean?” “What if I fail?” “Will I be accepted in NA?” The potential for relapse looms large when these fear-based thoughts take control, leading us to believe that giving up before we even begin might be the easier path.
The passage emphasizes the danger of succumbing to fear-driven thinking. It warns us that clinging to cynicism and doubt hinders our personal growth and ultimately leads to relapse. Fear acts as a wall, preventing us from taking the necessary risks required for a successful recovery. We become paralyzed by the “what-ifs” and miss out on the opportunities for healing and connection offered by the NA program.
The reading doesn’t simply dwell on the problem of fear; it offers a powerful solution. It proposes a radical shift – trading in our old, fear-based thoughts for affirmations of hope. This isn’t simply about wishful thinking. It’s about acknowledging the success stories within NA and recognizing that what has worked for others can work for us too.
This shift in perspective requires an act of faith – a willingness to believe that a different way of thinking is possible. It’s about trusting that the NA program, with its supportive community and proven methods, can guide us out of the darkness of fear.
The path to overcoming fear involves taking a risk. It means stepping outside our comfort zone and embracing the unknown. The reading reminds us that the potential rewards are worth the risk. As we begin to replace fear with hope and take action based on new affirmations, we discover a newfound strength and resilience.
This newfound courage allows us to actively participate in our recovery. We can explore the tools and resources offered by NA with an open mind. We can build connections with other recovering addicts who understand our struggles. By taking these steps, we chip away at the wall of fear, creating space for hope and personal growth.
The reading concludes with a simple yet powerful prayer: “I pray for the willingness to change my old ways of thinking, and for the ability to overcome my fears.” This prayer serves as a daily reminder of the ongoing battle against fear. It highlights the importance of consistent effort in cultivating a more hopeful mindset.
Fear is a natural human emotion, but it doesn’t have to control our lives. By actively engaging in the NA program, embracing the experiences of others, and taking a leap of faith towards hope, we can break free from the grip of fear and build a brighter future, one day at a time.